Dewi & Dewi’s

I miss you

Bolehkah? Karna aku bukan pacarmu

I care about you

Bolehkah? Karna aku takut keGRan, aku ngga mau kamu salah sangka

Aku takut, perasaan membuat aku melangkahi lagi batas2 "pertemanan"

(Cepat sembuh ya…)

Spending 2 days playing with my niece and nephews…it’s fun coz they know how to have fun. Berlari, berteriak, bergelut, tertawa, berebut mainan, berantem, menangis, dimarahin mamanya… They know to have fun, they act like heros, they play the joy, they dream the world which complicated. They learn many everyday.

Play with them, or just see that kids, playing as kids, remain me of mine. Long long time. I wont return back to that time. I just wondering, can I have ONE? What would SHE/HE be? I just pray, SHE/HE will have fun too, Amin.

YOU
I hope YOU read this blog becoz this is about YOU.

I’m glad meet you again, see your smile again, feel your spirit of life.
Aku "melangkahi" prinsipku sendiri agar tidak "menembak" lawan jenis lebih dulu. Yah itukan ajaran "jinak-jinak merpati" yang sudah jadi trade mark perempuan kita. But I did it. Aku ungkapkan perasaan pada kamu. Aku ngga pengen nyesal belakangan karena ngga sempat "nembak" dan kamu sudah terbang pergi lagi. I have reason for that. I must admit that I have that feeling for long before.
Oh my God, aku ngga pernah senekad itu sebelumnya.
Huuhhmmm….thank Gad I did it.

Saat ini biarkan aku mencoba mengerti. jangan takut, kita ngga perlu buru-buru. I will wait till the time you’re ready. I wont ask you to run, but I will a step next to you, just walk…then we can see the world is beautiful for YOU and ME.

God always bless YOU
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Ku menertawai diriku sambil terus bertanya dalam hati "is it hard to love me?" Sering merasa lelah untuk sekedar bertahan menanti seorang yang bisa mengerti.

Lonely…hope for someone come and knock my heart again